New Moon in Gemini + Solar Eclipse Revelations

good evening good evening allllllll!! oh my lawdT, it has been a long break since i last wrote. but i’m feeling like i’m finally getting into the rhythm of things when it comes to my most heartfelt desires and this journey we’re on of creating a dream reality! this business has shifted more times than i can count but this season has really been supporting me with the ultimate goals and visions i have for the future. i’m gonna share a few updates with you, as well as some much needed reflections on what area this season helped us grow in and what we can do now to not only prepare for what we’re asking for but also to enjoy this blissful present moment full of endless possibilities and potential!! there are sooooo many beautiful things to look forward to! in our personal and professional lives and personally, i cannot wait to share with you the exciting announcements and the plans i have for this community.

first things first, THANK YOU. to those of you who’ve supported me so far along this journey, i literally cannot do any of the things i do without people to share them with & it’s even better that people are there speaking words of affirmation and confirmation for me that mean so much. just your trust, your presence and your faith mean so much. and i sincerely appreciate any and all forms of love & support. thank you so much for showing up for me in that way and for continuing to show up; i trust i am continuing to show up for myself and the community in every way i can. at first, this business was built upon the idea that i would be doing photography work for different types of clients and now, things have definitely changed. it’s been a huge goal, passion and vision of mine to be able to do a little bit of everything when it comes to my work lifestyle and career. it’s my ultimate dream to be able to choose what i want to do, when i want to do it & be able to be financially safe, stable and secure in the process. that being said, i will be shifting and adjusting offerings in a way that works best for that ideal lifestyle. i won’t be doing regular portrait photography, unless it’s a very special client or circumstance. my photography services will be moving more towards commercial photography for full set productions in magazines, films, etc. SoulfuLight will be transforming into a Media Arts Production and EVENT MANAGEMENT business. YES! Event planning, coordination and management has been a huuuuge interest for me within the last few years and for some reason I just never thought I would be taking it seriously THIS FAST. But when the Universe speaks, I definitely have to listen. And I’ve received a bunch of confirmation encouraging me and supporting me with this dream and this goal. So, SoulfuLight will be planning and hosting/collaborating on Experiential and Leisure Group Wellness Events in and out of the country for the holistic health and mystic communities. 

My personal services: Lightwork & Lifestyle Coaching, will now become the main offering. Either through my community or an external community that I’ve partnered up with, Al Aura Light. It was so crazy, how this partnership happened but I ended up getting chosen out of 100 applicants to provide holistic healing and intuitive guidance to Al Aura Light’s community and potentially collaborating with the founder, Christy & co-founder Dion, to plan and execute wellness events around the globe!!! Ahhhh, even when I say the words, more and more now it becomes easier to speak and live from this place. And that’s the beautiful thing about this season… Mercury Retrograde definitely allowed me to slow the fuck downnnn and get clear on what i wanted. there was a lot of shadow work involved (and still doing the work hunny) to be able to channel the visions and insight on this business, and my personal life as well. i’ve been self-studying and indulging in self-care treatments for most of the month of May. It was such a beautiful time to be able to withdraw a little bit from the pressures i was putting myself under, and just give myself permission to take the time to Be Still. 

I got clear all right… I got really clear on what I wanted. I wasn’t shy about what i was asking for. i did days and days of journaling. got clear with my mind, body and spirit. and it led me to take leaps of faith when it comes to making connections and speaking up for myself and my business. i may be making it seem like it was easy, but it was anything but. all this work i had to do was a direct reflection of shadows i had and still have when it comes to my sense of self worth, confidence, faith and trust in the universe to support me with guidance and assistance. it’s still an every day battle, but overall i see where the universe is guiding me to grow. it’s been beautiful to see and feel where Spirit is leading me. it’s the most difficult thing for me, to surrender all of my fears, worries and concerns about any outcomes and just leap knee deep into something called the Unknown. I’m used to being anxious in the wait and sabotaging my future my believing in worst case scenarios. I see how the Universe is getting me to see, that first of all: i’m so much more worthy than i think; i deserve way better than i’ve been giving myself credit for. it’s so frustrating to see how i’m my own worst enemy. but it’s empowering to say the least, now that i know i have full control of myself, my reactions and my responses. i can do anything i set my mind to, or i can limit myself and tell myself i don’t need— i don’t have to— i can’t— and anything that comes near to weak faith and false agreements. it be hard being the only one believing that your dreams are gonna come true. especially when you have an environment that doesn’t particularly support you on this journey all the way. and what i really mean by that is, external factors and our environments are the main influences of our present state of being and our future looking forward. my habits have really been in alignment with my goals and i’m actually pretty proud and happy to be committed to growth in that way; rearranging my lifestyle and my structures to be in vibrational alignment with what i’m trying to call in. i’ve been getting my body moving, getting my mind reprogrammed and clearing my heart of any tension, blockages, judgments or resentment and anything else that’s in the way of becoming successful on this path. it’s such a beautiful feeling. i’ve felt the most happy i’ve ever felt… EVER. and happy where i’m at… because i know so much more is in store for me. and i’m doing my best to enjoy this present moment because it’s not gonna look the same in a few months, perhaps a few weeks even. it’s a great feeling to be right in the middle of contentment and excitement for what’s going to be changing.

that’s what this season is teaching me most of all — to be flexible, adaptable, but also firm and confident in ourselves and what we want. not being afraid to ask for what we want when we need it! it’s almost like practicing Taoism and i can honestly say i truly don’t know much about it — other than it seems like the Art of Finding the Balance, or just Being and Living from a more neutral state. Gemini is a sign and an energy that has been showing me the importance of Unity. Having that perfect balance between Light and Darkness. Learning how to manage and maneuver through the darkness and ultimately allowing it to become your friend vs. your enemy. instead of steering away from our traumas, we have to boldly face them, and Trust we’re well equipped to pull ourselves out of the mud, and possibly make something really beautiful with what we learned along the way. this season may have been more of a struggle for you, internally or externally. and although it’s imperative that we know how to pull ourselves out, it’s even more imperative that we equally know when to just sit with ourselves about things, and know how to be safe and vulnerable with ourselves when we need to. Gemini teaches me a lot about Duality, and the beauty of Integration. Of the Higher Self and the Inner Child, the Masculine and the Feminine, of the Shadow and the Spirit, our Humanity and our Divinity… it’s so amazing to see the reflections of the Lessons Universe teaches me. and seeing how the Lessons transmute and change depending on who’s receiving or perceiving the message. 

I have so much more work to do, but at this time, i’m sitting with all these lessons, insights and revelations. My journal is full of channelled thoughts and messages that I can’t wait to continue sharing and transforming into digestible content that’s fun, entertaining and easier to understand and relate to, but i trust that this heartfelt expressions will touch whom it’s meant to! and i can’t wait to continue chatting it up with folks who need Divine Guidance & Insight. Every time I’m coaching or interacting, now I say and embody stepping back and allowing Spirit to lead the way. For some reason this all feels frighteningly familiar. So in a way it’s easy to Trust it, but my Head sometimes gets in the way, and i’m learning to live with my worries and do scary things anyway. 

For now I’ll leave you all with this: I have a couple podcasts that I recorded during the height of this season and I feel as though they will be very useful and valuable leading past and into this new beginning and this new season. They’ll always be available on my Podcast platforms. I have a few things in the works that are almost ready to be birthed. And you may see a lot more of me, and some partners who are also committed to sharing this same vision and this same goal with me. Thank you so much for taking the time to read if you did read all of this. It’s been such a long time coming cause I’ve been wanting to share these photos with my #1 Partner in Life, my sister, Tay’Laur whom is also an Artist and a Lightworker. We have so many exciting plans in the work with a business venture that we’ve been working on behind the scenes and we’ve been trying to do so much at once, this venture has been hidden and tucked away only really known to close community, friends and family members. This new business baby is almost ready for the big world, and we can’t ready to reveal her to you all! I’m so thankful for my little sis, who captured us in our essence!! I love the child-like vibes these photos give off. She did such a great job, we couldn’t have done this beautiful work without her. I’m soooo lucky to have and receive all of this Divine Love from the Universe through other people. My dream involves seeing all of us thrive & flourish in the future. Living it up and not having to worry about finances, resentment or fearful thoughts. Just Peace. My only prayer is that I get to see that & live that in this Lifetime as long as I can. Heaven on Earth. Until then, follow me on my socials for in depth looks at what we do and how we do it. We’ll be showing a lot more than telling, so I can tell that these long blogs may be a bit few and far in between. But I will still come up with ways to share the media content on this platform without it becoming confusing or chaotic. I appreciate those who’ve supported me with positive feedback and critiques that will help me make my offerings and my services better!! Which are all created with the community in mind. Thank you so much to those who’ve already shared their perspectives with me, and I’m super open to hearing back from those who know & are wise on adjustments and shifts I can take that will help me be that much more effective.

Sending soooo much Peace, Love & Positivity to those whom are in need of Holistic Connection and Fulfillment. Trusting that the Universe will show you and confirm for you how much you are Loved and Supported. Thank you so much again for your Time, Patience & Presence. Enjoy Being & Living!! 

Take Care ————— soulfulayuh