June 2021 Updates --- New Offerings & Biz Shifts!
well well well, what have we here?!?!? oh yea, it’s another podcast!! Lol. I just wanted to separate the two, because this one is giving a little bit of personal insight for what’s going on in my world right now. I know ya’ll can care less, (kidding) (i hope hehe) but I know ya’ll wanna be all up in my business so here’s the business for you so you won’t have to go looking for it!! xD
What’s awesome about Eclipse season is that things are brightly highlighted… your habits, reactions, beliefs, shadows and fears, all out in the open for us to see and become aware of. it’s a little known fact that Mercury Retrograde is a difficult time but in actuality, it’s so beneficial for us to gain awareness of our patterns and release those that are no longer serving!!
Ya’ll when I tell you, they read me… oh, they read me. But not in a way that was painful — which I honestly appreciate — because usually this season is HELLA triggering for me and I make it through scarred and bruised but this season is quite different. I’m feeling dangerously empowered. I feel like all because the mess that was highlighted, forced me to do the work. And it wasn’t all comfortable, AT ALL. Especially when it comes to my external relationship and the relationship I was having with my Self, it wasn’t badddd, but it wasn’t very good either. Things I’ve been trying to manifest or bring into my vibration were left stuck, lacking or just plain MIA. It forced me to uncover emotions, thoughts and beliefs that I had definitely thought I was long healed from. But it’s okay!! This journey is nowhere near linear; we come back around to the same lessons until we’re strong enough to heal them. It was indeed a pleasure to say, I think I got the hang of this thing. And now I know how much of my own Self Sabotage was my being my own enemy instead of my best friend. I thought I needed more criticism and accountability to keep my going, but what I really need and needed was that full support and expressive reassurance to my Self that I’m right where I need to be; and all that I’m doing IS getting me somewhere despite what I was telling my Self. The lack of external validation was weighing heavily onto me, until I discovered how and where I could give my Self the much needed Confidence, Push & Reassurance I was looking for. Instead of being hard on my Self, I chose softness, and this led me to making and conquering hurdles I haven’t before conquered.
I highly recommend, investing on some Spiritual Guidance or just taking time do some shadow work so we can better connect with our Selves. It’s so worthwhile unpacking and discovering where our weaknesses lie, so we can therefore learn how to be strengthened in these areas.
Hopefully this message reaches those whom are seeking to make better intentions. Healing takes time, and maybe a more soft, calm, gentle approach with your Self is exactly what you need to make huge changes. Try and experiment with your Self this week, and see where you can give a little bit more to your Self so that you may open up a little bit more when it comes to giving to others as well, within your Capability.
I’m sending ya’ll so much Healing Light, Love and Divine Angelic Protection. I pray we’re filled with the bea Loving Kindness we can ask for, hell — we’re definitely worth everything we’re asking for and more.
Praying for our Comfort & Enlightenment <333
Can’t wait to see/connect with you all again soon. Be safe and Be Lovely Beautiful Being
soulfulayuh